Monday, October 30, 2006
Erasure Shiokanarden
7:17 AM

Erasure of past Memories. It's the thing everyone should do. Forgot the bad.
I LOVE ALL of YOU

The weeks been GOOD.. Sat was the Thing can.
Like wen to Major seminary in the morn.
to set up the equip for day of vocation.
Rocking Stuff man. like so cool can Major Sem is like
coolness...
had Afternoon Prayer with the Seminarians. like They sing their
prayers know. like how often do u see ppl singing an afternoon prayer
from the prayer book. Like the whole half and hour session was sung can.
Awesome man.
Met Bro Arin there. Found out his fav tree was the "durian chiku tree"
coolness right.
well after that had to rush to St. Ants to shift things to REVIVE
well on my way there Eljah and I hitched hiked a Truck can.
from major sem since it was DEEP DEEP inside.
It was the Road Cleaning Trucks like u know those huge trucks with those
Brushes by the side to clean the gutters? yeah that.
haha
it was Shoik MAN! like how often do u get to sit in one of those....
BUT BUT.. the uncle took us the wrong way can.
like he brought us to the jetty where ppl depart on ferry to OBS one u know? like even FURTHER.. but who cares. still ahd a bus stop there so it was gd.

Well At REVIVE was so yeah la. Like The Skit went well Everyone Had a Great
Laugh. Right? haha.. well it was a fun filled experience working with u all.
Blessed ppl Everyone. Blessed.

Then had to rush to Miss Clarity Cafe.
Rocking place man. like it had coolstuff..
Lydia had a minature her and was asking everyone to pose with it.
Like Superstarvity. Like Ya...
haha then We talk and fellowshipped and talked and talked
But i must say. If u're lost or looking for directions. Try not to ask Lydia
HAHA... she made the place seemed very visible kinda u know. like
"directly opp the National Library" like so direct but the place was in some
Ulu ulu Street can.. Like can walk and get raped kind..
well not that bad la but u get the idea..
haha.But yeah..
So we ate and ate. then the best part came..
THE BIRTHDAY CAKE...mmmmmmmmmmmmm..
Sure Rich and Smooth. It was Heaven...
Like ate so much can.. yummy! hahaa i WANT MORE>
but i like got real sick of chocolate the next day.. ate too much..
haha. but u can't waste food right? haha.
Yippie. Sunday had Stones meeting.

Oh My goodness.
SUNDAYS LUNCH WAS A HEADACHE!!!
ARgh!!! haha.. JUSTINA!! aha.. waiting for u rounding ah
like Station of the Cross can.
like got 1233189746138-129734185416809720973 stations la.
haha.. but yeah it's good to socialize.
like i barely can talk as much. or maybe i can. DUNNO! lol.
but yeah.. Deciding for where to eat was also a headache.
but it's over thank goodness.

Monday...haha.. Woke up felt lazy to go sch..
like i slept from Sunday 6pm to 12am
then slept again from 6am to 12pm monday morning..
Like wat right.. haha. But yeah.
Went to Ali's house to get her com done up.
FINALLY it's OVER... Ahhhh.. Relieve relieve.
YAY! then rushed home and all and met LARI JILL AND SHABS for Bad..Mint..On
Like played and played and played and then came a small boy then played with him.
Not bad sia! like Good can.. haha..
Well now i'm Home and tired..
GOOD BYE!
haha oh yeah

Read this. I think it'll help relationships flourish.. =)

James 1:19-21 (ESV)

Know this, my beloved brothers: let every person be quick to hear, slow to speak, slow to anger; [20] for the anger of man does not produce the righteousness that God requires. [21] Therefore put away all filthiness and rampant wickedness and receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls.

T - Is it true?
H - Is it helpful?
I - Is it inspiring?
N - Is it necessary?
K - Is it kind?

THINK

Remember this simple formula before speaking to or about any person.
If what you are about to say does not pass those tests.
then it's better kept to yourself.

Agape...


written, poetic_tragedy

Wednesday, October 18, 2006
12:16 PM


Finally. i Got my Bass Finally.
It my new beloved..yup it is.
Sch has started and i'm dying already
the late nights the early mornings.. Dreadful...
but it's great. got caught today.
cause i wore outside cloths to sch. how dumb.
like what's the diff?
but yeah. got caught how dumb.I didn't get caught
for being hell late but for dumb uniform
like HELLO!
Watch out man.
haha. but my excuse was good k.
told teacher that it all got ruined due to bleach and it's like shit now.
he believed!!! Rock on Antaeus. Wahaha. So bored can. it's Deadly...
My fingers tips are partially sore now cause i was playing bass for like ages
but it was cool. yup yup. anyway...

TOMORROW IS CJC RETREAT! so EXCITED. OMGoodness. Wonder who
will be my Group member. Excited excited. Wheeeeeeeee! My Groups gonna Rock can.
haha. Yup yup. Rawking........................................

Well gonna crash now. ADIOS!AGAPE PPL AGAPE!


written, poetic_tragedy

Monday, October 09, 2006
Why?
11:06 AM

haha. today was a super slack day la.went to church for rehearsal. than went to ala-meen.
had a good time guys. thanks for the talk.=)

i learnt that WHY is such a wonderful word.
don't u think so. have u ever thought abt that?
Why was it this way?
Why this why that?
it's just such a wonderful word that all of us should get used to.
can u imagine is we never had the word why?
can u imagine what kinda fools we would be. we wouldn't know shit man.
if why was never here how would we learn. and how would the answer have ever come about
Why. It's just so cool.

And i think we should learn to express ourselves more.
to release our inner thought and feelings.
don't you think if we don't release those negative feeling and emotions
it'll just make us a useless wreck?
common sense please.
the more we ask or question or speak the more we learn.
and the more we learn the more we grow.
without expression there wouldn't be growth.
and without growth what is the use of living?
everyone is here for growth.

can u imagine if we just sit and then take all the nonsense in?
can u imagine if we know what to do but didn't execute it?
can u imagine if jesus didn't die for us?

WHERE WOULD WE BE?WHAT WOULD WE BE DOING?

I believe we are here in each others lives for a reason.
To Grow Together.
To Love Together.
To Support Each Other.
And To Teach Each Other.

Hurt/Termoils comes always.
but the thing is that Hurt is a brilliant way to Grow.
can u imagine if we never fell before?
We wouldn't even know how to pick ourselves up.
problems and sufferings i think is one of gods greatest lessons to us
it's here for a reason.
if hurt adn problem was never in our lives would we have ever know what is right or wrong to do?or endure the darkest moments in our lives?
being hurt is one thing we have to learn to FACE
and not run away.
running away is just useless.
we may speak of it.
write abt it.
But what are we DOING abt it?
If we learn to face our termoils in life how wonderful it would be.
Life won't straighten up by itself.
Life is here for us to learn.
So the only way for us to go is UP
when we go down. We still have to go UP
so if we aim up(in the right sense of mind of course)
then Life would be so wondrous.
It'll be so brilliant.
So Purposeful.
It's be just AMAZING.
YUP!


written, poetic_tragedy

Tuesday, October 03, 2006
I Miss I Love He Loves
8:18 AM

I Miss Carefree Days
I Miss Life
I Miss Satisfaction
I Miss Everyone
I Miss You
I Miss Old Friends
I Miss Classic Chill Outs
I Miss The days where nonsense was fun
I Miss My Late Family
I Miss Love
I Miss Alot...

But

I Thank God For You
I Thank God For Stones
I Thank God For My Family
I Thank God For Amplify
I Thank God For Friends
I Thank God For Love
I Thank God For Past Memories
I Thank God For His Son
I Thank God For Walking With Mt
I Thank God For All And Everything That I Could Think Of
I Love You.

Each and everyone of You are Precious in His Eyes
So Precious that He Gave his Only Son
So Precious That He Gave Us Each Other
So Precious That He Gave Us Life
So Precious That He Gave Us Free Will
So Precious That He Created The Birds The Sea The Sky
The Trees Everything on Earth And Beyond So That we May
Never Get Bored. So that WE can Marvel At how Wonderful He Is
So That We Can Hold Wonderful Conversations Of how The Sky Looks Beautiful Today
Of how Many Galaxes Are there. How many Stars There Are.
The Marvels Of The OCEAN Or The Deapth Of the Earth.
The Complexity Of the Human Body Or The Simplicity Of The Soul.
The Story Of Our Life. Or the Purpose Behind It.
You're Speacial. Each and Everyone of Us.
And He Gave us Each other Not To Hate But to Love
To All Those that I Hurt.I'm Sorry. I Want To Love You
I'm And To All Thost I Love. I Want To Love You More
How Magnificant You Are.
Thank You For Being In My Life.
<3


written, poetic_tragedy

soul

Nama :- Antaeus
Sekolah:- Whitley Sec, Ite Dover
Likes:Floorball,Amplify,Stones,St.Anthony Church, S A Y!,Rugby,The Outdoors Blading, Chilling, Bullshitting, Bassing and all my dear guits And with the love of Music i found life. Dislikes: I don't know. I hate Boredom though i'm 75 percent of the time bored to shit.Yup. oh and i hate ppl who act freaking pityful and like all u know shit ass people who are trying sooo soo hard to pull ya strings but are freaking pissing ya off? yeah THEM! those ones. haha

bitter past

July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
April 2007
May 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
March 2008
May 2008
September 2008
January 2009
March 2009
December 2009

them

Amanda
Avlyn
Bernerd
Charles
Charmaine
Cherie
Christie
Desiree
Dora
Jasmine
Jeremy
Jill
Joscelyn
Larris
Laurie
Lexine
Melissa
Michelle
Nat
NiNi
Roseria
Shabin
SheILA
Sheryl
Stefanie
Vanessa
Xing

Life

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Heart Calls


The Greatest Man Ever Wrote this: "In Life There only once chance to see Heaven And that happens only when u finally Respect yourself as Yourself; Thus Changing your Surroundings to HEAVEN itself" So Listen Up You're Beautiful!Live Life to the Fullest

gratitude

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